The Lion of Judah
Temple Baptist Church
2100 Woodrow Dr
865 689 4741
Charles Lawson Pastor
a ministry of
Knoxville Tn 37928
This letter came in late October
I really wish to ask help in prayer for me , I am a baptized born again believer.
I once was free from the power of freshly lust. By Gods grace sins power was killed and I understood by experience the scripture definition of being quickened by his spirit and Grace. I was a new creation and old things did pass away.
Foolishly I awoke my flesh by pornography receiving a lie from the devil in a very trying time. Gradually through continual backsliding over time I have been brought into terrible bondage to lust. By the grace of God I have not proceeded into literal fornication but my heart and mind have. Currently I am at struggle against a demonic spirit of lust within me. imagine when your praying you feel a spirit moving within your members which is my reality through my stupidity. Once after sin recently my throat within hours had blisters all over it which shortly after repenting in prayer then disappeared. My thoughts,heart, relationship and flesh is now compromised as I went back to the vomit. Honestly if it were not for some brothers and sisters close to me who i know love and pray for me I shudder where i might be. I understand a theology may say its not possible but I know by experience that a demon is afflicting me having access in areas of my body. I believe what the Bible says and won't explain it away to justify sin but that makes it all the worse because I understand the truth. At one point God was printing scriptures in my memory by dreams Gifted with his wisdom but now I'm corrupted. I was a evangelist reaching others having prayer groups but through lust it has fallen apart.
Please pray for me to overcome and have power once again. church I want to warn all against pornography and lust don't play with fire flee lust. It is no small sin and it is linked to demons who will come to live inside you corrupting the temple. Feel free to use this as a testimony to learn from foolishness.
Love and God bless you and thank you for any prayers........